pre-grad syndrome

i duno if i am the only one with such a syndrome or everyone in the same boat as me (those graduating soon) suffers the syndrome.

in less than 3 mths, i will be leaving this place and thr is no bit of sense of not wanting to leave at all. in fact, i am glad tt finally, FINALLY i am leaving- for gd. i am js so sick of the life here. it has really caused me more pains than any form of enjoyment. alrite, i dn deny tt i meet great ppl here but i js cant feel the sense of belonging here. i dn BELONG here.

sad to say, even the last reason tt i cling on to come bc here everytime seems to draw away from me. so, thr is no reason to be bc anymore. well, gd thing oso lar...so tt i wont miss here once i hv left.

one wk has gone and i hv been doing useless things most of the time. fyp untouched. no mood, no omph no watever u call it. final yr final sem, so this is the feeling, the mood in facing it. in other words, i am slacking...

perhaps, i nvr learnt my lesson, or rather, i dislike wad i am doing now. for 4 yrs i hang on to things tt i dn like. glad tt it has come to an end. but sad tt i hv to start another form of life. which i hv no idea hw it would be like...

however, the lucky me, as usual, is not tt worried abt what awaits me next...hehe...cos i hv been fortunate all this while...like what cheng alw say, [shuen tou kiu tao zi yin chek...] - our all-time fav sampan theory. the meaning to it is tt, dn hv to wry so much, things will go in place when the time comes... =]

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