here i am, lost again.
after staring at the pc for some time, msn wif jass and yen thing, fb for awhile den i came to the thought of blogging...a virtual space tt i hv initially planned to unleash...

sorry frens...this is going to be another depressing entry...

i think i hv made the wrong decision ever since...i hv been denying tt i made the wrong decision of coming for engineering...cos i really HATE it now...

i duno wad it is all abt...the fear in me is accumulating day by day...the fear of not getting to graduate...the fear of if i were to graduate, what kind of job would i land on...the fear of not being able to work...not knowing how to work to be exact...cos i HATE engineering!

so much of feelings...all mixed up...
duno how to straighten things out...
in a lost state...

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the ethics. the penguin. the mad scientist.

walao eh...this wk is a fucking busy wk...k, sorry for being a little erm, hard with my word cos tt is the only word tt could REALLY stress how busy it is this wk!

i am writing this in the midst of editting the useless ass-ethics.
ugh~!!

#ethics.
the word itself describes what it is. BUT. all this while, we hv been using unethical way to submit the ethical ass. the most meaningless ass ever. what we hv been doing is to cnp. a skill tt has developed in each and everyone of us, i believe.

k, i myself is surprised to say this, i start to miss mr. liau. (killer in our course...k, he 'killed' my airtics...) i miss his numerical methods ass...at least, i really DID learn smth out of those ass-es...not like ethics, i learn ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...and every friday, (alrite, 10 fingers are enough for the amount i attend his cls the whole sem, i admit, hehe....) we hv to listen to his braggings...trust me, the penguin/the mad scientist (my fren calls the lecturer the former, cos his gestures do look like one...and i call him the latter cos he looks like one...kekek) can really brag...his arrogance is on top of the roof...

i rmb so well on his first lesson, he said to us, 'you go ask, i am the first professor ever to throw a chair to the student'

he was so proud for saying tt or more to hv done tt and i thought to myself, 'oh yeah? den i shall be the first student to throw a chair at the professor!' but of course, it was just a thought although i really wanted to do tt...

well, i hope he nvr found out tt thr is a student here complaining silently in the midst of doing unethical ethic ass...i still want to graduate in 'piece'...*fingers crossed...

enough said, bc working. -sigh-

p/s - cnp = copy and paste.

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