this is me

i feel
a lil disappointed.
a lil out of order.
a lil i-hv-trusted-the-wrong-person-again feeling.

for he is the master.
i am the subordinate.
i hv no choice but to keep quiet.

call nvr ans.
sms nvr reply.

aihs~

thr is a need for me to adjust to this i-do-not-understd-my-master to i-need-learn-to-understd-my-master character.

i am left perplexed.
and i cannot slp.
thinking if i hv trusted the wrong person (again)(again).

i think i hv the kind of look tt everyone thinks it is alrite dn hv to gif a damn of her feelings, she is alw happy and she heals fast.

i am also a human.