upon receiving the 3 emails as a result of my inquiry last semester this morning has pricked the part of me tt i hate.
the emails are like a reminder to me, there are things in life tt u jst hv to let go...
i hate giving up.
i hate letting go.
especially when i am the one hanging on and people ard u start losing faith and convince u tt giving up is the better choice...
perhaps, sometimes, it is...
i hv come to learn tt the hard way, yrs ago, i had to, with no choice. everyone was against me...everyone...what choice was i left then? i prayed hard for miracles to happen, the only choice i was left with. but. my prayers were not heard...
my past has taught me so and even though i hv changed, the thought of giving up still hurts...
it does not feel good...jst like something amiss...something incomplete...something not in place...something jst so wrong...
if only i could be bold enough, leaving all things behind and take the route not taken..
if only i could erase all past and release myself from being a prisoner of the past...
if only i could make the incomplete complete...
if only...
p/s - jst wanna spill a piece of my thought..may sound a little gloomy but i am perfectly fine...
3 comments:
here is to drop by and say Hello and may u have a good day!!!
hopefully this few little words will make u laugh and release any stress or tension u r facing.. be strong and i'm sure everything will be perfectly fine =)..
cheers and take care :) :D ;P
spill it...no prob. it will make u feel better i bet. ^^
Well, this is the role that god given us, that we have to play in the dramatic Life...
"take it easy" should be the word to all Mankind, cos We juz a "Keh Ler Fair"... ;)
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