this is me

the last day of the engineer.

not long tt we are colleagues.
less than 3 mths.

but.

heavy hearted.
tt he is leaving.
cos everytime i go to him when line has issues or probs.

ngo is too busy to attend to me.
and he is the one alw giving the helping hand.

aihs.

though less than 3 mths, the sourish feeling is still thr.

i guess this is life. every meeting will have to part.

farewell lunch with the team.

the last tt i saw him was a quick one.
a short hand shake and 'all the best' and then when i got bc to office, he has left...

teresa too, feel the loss.

all the best, hian chee...

typing e-mails would be different from today onwards...

what a day i had today.

working hard to meet target. to chase for parts. to meet shipment. to this, to that.

and at the end of the day, remark from my supervisor was,

what the ghost are you doing?!

damn damn damn pissed!

things are in a mess.
not systematic.
things are not tally.
not synchronised.

store, engineers, planners, production shd be in line but all of us are using different systems.
one leads to another. everything is jst so difficult! argh!!!

and production sabo me. telling my supervisor tt they hv highlighted the issue and i did not go chase for it! wth! k, enuf said. nw i noe, hw things work.

on top of tt, today, i see another ugly side.

team work.

yeah rite!

i received a reply from my colleague when i asked for help (k, my supervisor asked me to ask for her help) saying tt everything got to go thru this and tt and during office hr, not allowed to do oth things besides the job scope. arghh!!!

so, this is team work???

i really thought we are working in a team. but no. not today. maybe, we are in a team but in this team, divided into many oth teams....

welcome to the working life. the ugly side of working life.

=[

day 6.

u know what i did.

rws.


day 7.

same as day 6.


day 8.

stressful day.
tested my patience and in the end exploded.

so so so stubborn my production ppl.
-ugh-

was harsh to them but i dn care.
need to get things done. and right.

so hv to.
scolded them for the first time.
when i am trying hard to get the system on the right track, they js dn seem to follow.

bad bad day today!

=[

not a gd day!

had an arguement with the engineer!
all cos of the built of materials dont tally with the work order released by planner and the configurations keep changing, and no one gives a damn abt it!

loop holes here and thr and no one is pathching things up.
and me. got to hunt here and thr for solutions.

aihs.

k, i miss the production mtg again.

was really too occupied in solving issues than to reporting in the mtg which is such a time waster, sometimes.

what i am happy abt today is tt i get home early! vr much early =]

ronnie kept calling, aft 5.30pm asking if the tools are okay for crossing over this sunday when i was abt to pack to go home. -ugh-

my cut off time is 5.30pm, hello?!

and all this while hv been doing charity. damn pissed alr.
things are mutual. so i gif what i am paid. not more. but i hv been giving more.

i know. ppl going to ask y i nvr claim. y i nvr take the initiative to make claims and all rubbish going to bombard me.

excuse me?! i hv been asking and my colleagues hv been telling me, tt they duno. they dn make claims. my ass!

damn pek chek dyy!!!!

tiring day...

had a short mtg wif cw lim, ch low, roslan and norhadi...
on kitting status...

this mth got to hit shipment of 12 and as of today, only 6 shipped and mth end approaching...
stressful...

glad hearing from u...

btw, got bc home before 8pm, what a record!
could be earlier but was held bc by ronnie...
aihhss...

heard from my colleague he is leaving vr soon...nxt fri...
abit down....


and day 4 without u...

the third day without you....

tiring day i had today but it seems tt materials are getting better for production...
attended mtg half an hr late and upon my arrival, they were like, mtg is abt to fin...

and so, mtg was jst half an hr for the day...
ronnie seems to be quite in a gd mood today...
not my main concern...

my priority is more on smth else...

i must be super tired today cos couldnt recognise the way home...
didnt know tt i hv to alight from bus when reached...
stoned till the bus was abt to move away and i quickly ran out...

tt was all for the day...
btw, was really happy tt u made the call when u were shopping...

:)

and tt was the third day without u....