today i learnt tt,
in working life,
there is no such thing as team work.
there is no such thing as working together.
just work.
protect yourself.
continue working and continue to protect yourself...
things need to let go, den let go. no one's gg to appreciate the committment nor the hard work anyway.
at the end of the mth, regardless of hw much effort u hv put in, the salary js maintains its numeric numbers. so why bother?!
who cares when u work tt extra hrs? who cares when u fall sick? who cares when u MC? who bothers?
oh wait, they DO care. when cant meet target/line down.
so, just work lar!!!
oh! working life. again. the brutal reality of human beings.
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a little motivation from flextronics...
7 mths and 9 days in flex, i am awarded the star award!!
=]
have no idea hw much it meant but keep hearing abt the star award from my fellow colleagues.
mixed feelings of getting it.
seems like pressure piles up even more ever since the award.
from all sides...
anyway, happy tt my supervisor acknowledged my hard work which will end up in me working even harder...jst tt sometimes i get tired, i hv to put a stop and rest...tt would be my weekends...
with the award;
at least i noe, i didnt let the person who recommended me in down. and didnt let my mom down.
didnt let anyone down with such acknowledgement.
thank youss, loved ones.
=]
the cert + 200 vouchers. 
the cert. k, my name is wrong. cos system captured as such. its ok ;)
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worries.
i hv js gone thru a wk of minor depression mode.
across cny.
true i had a gd rest at home bc in pg but all along i didnt feel right.
my mood swings.
my mind thinks only the negative side.
i duno what is wrong wif me.
it seems tt i hv lots of worries in me. -embedded- with no solutions.
the worries of my life which consists of;
my mom, family.
my relationship.
my job.
my financial status.
my network.
my beliefs.
with my current condition; i would say tt i am gd
my mom, family, all in gd health with gd life...
my relationship, i have quite a stable one...
my job, so far still meet the expectation...
my financial status, no loan shark except for ptptn...
my network, i hv gt plenty of gd frens...
my beliefs, i am still clinging on what i blif...
so what is thr to worry abt?
my mom, family, i cant provide enuf...
my relationship, i feel paranoid & insecure...
my job, lots of pressure...
my financial status, needs more stability...
my network, i hv got no time for them...
my beliefs, swing when something goes wrong or against me...
:(
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its 2011!!
first and foremost,
happy new yr everyone and may this yr a prosperous one!!!
had a peaceful, not vr noisy, homely countdown to 2011.
was invited over to weiquan's parents' golf friends home party.
too long of descriptions huh?
in short, uncle yip's home party.
hehe.
i really thought we will not stay long thr, at least not till 1 jan 2011 but somehw, we did.
mr ng. didnt want to leave~! told him to leave earlier but he insisted on staying. hmph~
anyway, i had a gd meal, a long karaoke session and countdown over the screen in uncle yip's hse. it was overall a gd, comfy experience for a new yr.
a gd start, i would say.
seeing the golf frens of his parents giving one another a tight hug, a handshake made me feel lots of warmth in thr when the clock marked the new yr...
perhaps, it has been a long time since i had such connection with people ard me
i am grateful with such a countdown
no crowds
cozy
non-sticky
sounds like aunty-like kind of party. k, age is catching up i supposed.
hahha.
but me like.
hahha.
but me like.
tt didnt end my new yr yet!
cos aft tt, we both went to
SENTOSA!!!
erm, correction.
CASINO!!!
hahhhaha.
i won k.
but.
lost
all
the nxt day.
aihs.
anyway, tt was nt the main concern.
the main concern of the starting of the yr is tt i hv got great company.
the person who has accepted me to be part of his life.
thank yous.
=]
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the best dinner, ever.
had the best dinner ever.
not the dishes.
but.
the full complete members for the family.
nothing feels more than a completeness
i will nvr had the chance anymore.
i am happy for them
=]
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tender of resignation
the last day of the engineer.
not long tt we are colleagues.
less than 3 mths.
but.
heavy hearted.
tt he is leaving.
cos everytime i go to him when line has issues or probs.
ngo is too busy to attend to me.
and he is the one alw giving the helping hand.
aihs.
though less than 3 mths, the sourish feeling is still thr.
i guess this is life. every meeting will have to part.
farewell lunch with the team.
the last tt i saw him was a quick one.
a short hand shake and 'all the best' and then when i got bc to office, he has left...
teresa too, feel the loss.
all the best, hian chee...
typing e-mails would be different from today onwards...
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oh! working life...
what a day i had today.
working hard to meet target. to chase for parts. to meet shipment. to this, to that.
and at the end of the day, remark from my supervisor was,
what the ghost are you doing?!
damn damn damn pissed!
things are in a mess.
not systematic.
things are not tally.
not synchronised.
store, engineers, planners, production shd be in line but all of us are using different systems.
one leads to another. everything is jst so difficult! argh!!!
and production sabo me. telling my supervisor tt they hv highlighted the issue and i did not go chase for it! wth! k, enuf said. nw i noe, hw things work.
on top of tt, today, i see another ugly side.
team work.
yeah rite!
i received a reply from my colleague when i asked for help (k, my supervisor asked me to ask for her help) saying tt everything got to go thru this and tt and during office hr, not allowed to do oth things besides the job scope. arghh!!!
so, this is team work???
i really thought we are working in a team. but no. not today. maybe, we are in a team but in this team, divided into many oth teams....
welcome to the working life. the ugly side of working life.
=[
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